The Sovereign God (That I May Know how to serve God)

If i gave up,
i won’t grow
i won’t learn

good cook is born
through the kitchen’s heat
some people just born great
others are through reborn

i want to learn to serve man
that i may know how to serve God
it’s a process
it’s a learning
my desire is to be bound to Him
not for some years
but for my whole life
i’ve sold my soul unto Him
and Him only

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One wonderful news from far

Search on google for my name,
found it in an old friend’s website
really nice to know that he’s a Christian now.
5 years is really a long time.
his website is really nice,
hope to visit again and find out more abt him
it brightened my day,
good news from far refreshes spirit
there’re few other good news which i’ll update once i got the time to do it …
still surviving, thank God!

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Little thanks

Got stomache in the morning
Feeling like go home again
But thank God it wasn’t so bad
And i could still do my work (though slower)
Hope it’s getting better by the day

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A need

If i’m frodo
i need u my sam
if i’m totally extreme paradox
i need somebody to set the middle point

i need to share the load of journey
more than a close friend
or even closest friend can share together
that’s why i need

and even in my paradoxical
i need a little push

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A morning thought

To the praise of His glorious grace
To the praise of His glory and power
To Him be all glory, honor, and power
Forever and ever
And ever amen.

A lyric that came to my mind.
Glorying God.

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Birds in the rain

I took a 5 mins break, and saw many birds flying in a rain.
Personally was surprised, because birds will hide from rain.
I guess this one is another type of birds
where they take little rain as a gift
a free water from above to clean their bodies.

Similarly with human being.
I guess there’s no life without difficulties or trials
How do we take it.
I shouldn’t therefore aim for life free from trials.
But little trials and difficulties,
Accept them as gift from above
to clean my bodies,
and to purify my faith
to bring out character
through perseverance
becoming tough children and not easy children

To take life and its little trials and difficulties
Give thanks for life
And pray that the heavy rains won’t be so many
Learn to take the little rain
And find refuge from heavy rains
All in beautiful design of the Maker
Who created everything with His wisdom
and sustaining everything in His mercy

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TG for finish 1 week of Isaiah…
I pass through this week
Very short again,
O Lord, thank you, Amen

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A quiet morning

Thank God for his mercy.
Last nite i went home, took my dinner, and just dozed off.
Woke up in the morning, spent 30 mins read from Psalm 119 and Is 65.
I thank God for this morning passage. If yesterday the picture was dark bcs the persecution from the wicked. This morning, it gives some light how a person may endure and stand. That’s by abiding to His word which endures forever. His word endures forever, and those who abides shall endure as well.
Is 65 talks about God’s future judgment and new Earth where there are no more harm and destroying in all God’s Holy Mountain. A place i’m looking forward to.
Thank You for the encouragement. Then finish few slides and sent to Karen. Few minutes walk to my office to enjoy the quietness of morning air and scenery.
God has been so good. The worried week becomes bearable. Who else can do this, if not a loving and good God? In fact, there’s no other God besides the Lord. I shall have no other God besides Thee.

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Lord let me be a clay

It doesn’t matter how many souls i’ve won
Or how much things i’ve accomplished
At the end of my life
They all amount to nothing
if i don’t have love
And i don’t want to live for trophies
It’s enough for me
I want to be a clay
and You are the Potter
Praise be to You.

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Tired and sleepy

Feel very tired and sleepy.
The Bible Study run late last night.
Early this morning brother Herry really woke me up and
thank God that i managed to force my body to move out from bed.
it’s very hard to think and do my work,
feel like going home and sleep…
hopefully today is another “good” day like yesterday
and i could finish good amount of work
Another exhaustive week in my life

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