4 years old self talk

Posted on February 16, 2019 by clay

Today was a tiring day. From morning we’re out. As I’m resting and looking into what’s running in other friends life (lost of child, lost of trust over someone who claimed to be a Christian, anxious over loved one), I heard my girl’s talking to herself.

“Do you know how God loves you?”

“He sent Jesus.”

How sweet those words to my heavy hearts. I don’t have solution to all the world’s problems and pains. But God is definitely knows and He cares.

May God heal your hurts my friends, and fill your hearts with songs of gladness again.

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Rumbling thoughts (milestone year, uncertainties, and questions)

Posted on January 25, 2019 by clay

There has been many things going on in my life & thoughts at the moment. That I thought to write them down will help me to cool down :) Continue reading →

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New Year 2019

Posted on January 2, 2019 by clay

One thing I ask from the Lord,
this only do I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life,
to gaze on the beauty of the Lord
and to seek Him in His temple. ~Ps 27:4 (NIV)

Last week we did a daring thing: camping. It was a wonderful and unforgettable experience for all of us. Our girls love it so much. At the end of the trip, they asked if we could do it again another time. My wife enjoyed the few days of worship and listening to good Bible teachings. At the end of the trip, she fell flat exhausted. I feel refreshed and recharged through the raw and soothing experience of camping and retreat from daily work. After we arrived, the next day I slept the best sleep of the whole year. Continue reading →

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Teaching – how you tell it is important

Posted on November 28, 2018 by clay

He is not here; he has risen! Remember how he told you, while he was still with you in Galilee ~ Luke 24:6 (NIV)

I had a bad dream last night. In the dream, the high school exam is about to happen soon, and I was not prepared to face the exam. A teacher is explaining something to the students, and I just don’t understand a single thing. When I look around my classmates, they seem understood. Then the teacher left, and I was terrified that I completely don’t understand! What was written on the blackboard more like a puzzle with some chinese characters which I don’t know the meaning.

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On Calling (3)

Posted on November 1, 2018 by clay

Paul, a servant of Christ Jesus, called to be an apostle and set apart for the gospel of God ~ Romans 1:1 (NIV)

I still remember a friend who’s very particular about words. And I learn that using the right words is very important, because it could change the whole meaning and ideas of looking at things. As Os Guinness in his book “The Call” says that there’s nothing like Calling that runs deeps within him, this topic is also something that burns deep within me. And I’m so glad that Paul speaks so clearly of this.

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