Life was a miracle

This afternoon, the thought came to me as I was having my lunch.

Many things in life happened not because of my choice. Contrary to holywood movies that telling people, you have a choice. It seems very different for me. I see things just happened, and I didn’t have to choose anything. So here a just a few, and why i think life was a miracle.

I still remember, how all began. I didn’t choose my school, or where i want to go next. There’s a show, my mum and I went there, drop my school result. They called me, gave me scholarship. My dad didn’t allow me to go, coz he wanted me to take local school. One of his good friends then told him, “take the chance”. Then it was, i studied overseas.

Many years later, I received a call at night. My dad was hospitalized. I cried hard that night, also the following morning. While boarding the airplane, God spoke to me, my dad was no more. There’s great comfort there. When i reached home, my mum opened the door, and i was told that my dad had passed away. Everything was dark suddenly. I can’t see anything of future. Then, good friend of our family spoke to my mum, that all the children must continue their education. It’s very hard. My mum would have to support 3 children. But my mum took the advice. So i went back to finish my study. I didn’t say, or choose anything.

Many years later, it’s my mum who’s hospitalized. This time, i pleaded with God to save her life. God’s miracle, my mum survived. It’s very hard time. But this time, I chose to leave. I didn’t go back. It’s also the word of someone whom I didn’t know. But he told me to finish my study, and leave my mum’s to God’s hands.

SO, here i am today. Still alive and survive. And finding ways to get cure for my wife. It has been a very long journey. We have tried many, done many, and the road still very long. It’s like those times when someone spoke a word, that things just moving forward. I wished there would be someone too this time. But here I stand today, I know life has been a miracle to me. It’s impossible to be here, without God’s favor.

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