How funny human emotions are.
At beginning of this year, I asked people to pray for a few projects I would like to do. I was excited about the prospect of doing bigger things than before. I was delighted to find the connections. And even few days earlier, was thankful for the way God orchestrated things to work out well.
And this morning, when I opened my email, and found 3 acknowledgements on a bigger stage. I was seized with fear. The phrase I often read this year is “unchartered territory”. That’s probably how I would describe this feeling. I no longer have any idea where is this going or bring me to. What I could see and sense, it is a wilderness; I could no longer go back, and if I proceed forward, I don’t know where it will lead me.
How funny our emotion isn’t it?
I am simply glad that Jesus loves me. When He returns, I would bring up my works.