i guess the feeling comes when u feel alone.
which rightly what happened right now 
it doesn’t happen by choice i believe.
just feel lonely to walk this path alone
but perhaps it’s still the early stage where i’m not in crisis mode…therefore it’s just light loneliness….hahaha
nevertheless yah, i dont like it….and don’t think anyone like to be alone
especially with the knowledge that it’s not meant to be alone….for this task
hmmm….got other thoughts…^_*