So far i had not asked this question before. I thought all that happened is already predestined by God. Hence what’s the point of asking the question? It won’t change anything. Although i find some people still ask: “Why me?”
It’s quite something then when today i asked the question: “Why me?” It is because my boss assigned me a project, which i think, i’m the worst person to do. Out of all her employees, she shouldn’t pick me for this work. There’re many others who are better. So, why me? 
The illogical and unreasonableness of it quite frustrates me. I think now i quite understand the emotion…when someone asks: “Why me?” And actually what i’ve been pondering for month came afresh – Domino Dirige Mihi.
I’ve declared that God is my dirigen, hence even my boss give me unreasonable assignment….still i could say: “Domino Dirige Mihi”.