after the stressful weeks and days…and shared my internal struggle….
thank God that this dear sister didn’t condemn me or talking abt theological stuff… What a wise deed indeed…Asked me to scream hehe…haven’t done that for 1 year…
Had a very good sleep and rest last nite, this morning woke up and heard Andrew singing the song: “The love of my God is really demonstrated by the giving out of His Son”. That song spoke deep to my aching heart…and provided exactly clear picture of what this struggle all about. The heart is willing but the mind is weak. But in comparison with God’s love……….what could i say???
I’m glad that finally i’ve come to see clearly about all the struggles this year. And trully encouraged by that song and Andrew’s singing Truly warmed my heart ….that God’s love demonstrated so marvelously in the giving out His one and only Son. What can i say God? My heart is willing, yet my flesh is weak. So help me to do your Will.