{"id":959,"date":"2006-03-28T07:17:42","date_gmt":"2006-03-27T23:17:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/?p=959"},"modified":"2006-03-28T07:17:42","modified_gmt":"2006-03-27T23:17:42","slug":"why-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/why-me\/","title":{"rendered":"Why me?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So far i had not asked this question before. I thought all that happened is already predestined by God. Hence what&#8217;s the point of asking the question? It won&#8217;t change anything. Although i find some people still ask: &#8220;Why me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s quite\u00a0something then when today i asked the question: &#8220;Why me?&#8221; It is because my boss assigned me a project, which i think, i&#8217;m the worst person to do.\u00a0Out of all her employees, she shouldn&#8217;t pick me for this work. There&#8217;re many others\u00a0who are better. 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