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This morning, as i’m having my breakfast, facing the garden of beautiful cathedral, my mind wander….<\/p>\n

The morning devotion runs around theology vs anthropology, the remark of my wife that i’m best husband, and my own struggle of providing, and there’re still many other things….<\/p>\n

And i remember, the very first desire i have, the highest goal i’ve still remember till today…<\/p>\n

Many would call me arrogant, or even putting the impossible………..<\/p>\n

But to me, that has to be it, otherwise, it’s meaningless…….<\/p>\n

That is to be like God….not to be God, but to be like Him…in all aspects……<\/p>\n

So yah, i do still desire that. And i hope becoming more like God….i would be a good and best husband for my wife. Best person for God to use and certainly…living for God and not for man.<\/p>\n

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This morning, as i’m having my breakfast, facing the garden of beautiful cathedral, my mind wander…. The morning devotion runs around theology vs anthropology, the remark of my wife that i’m best husband, and my own struggle of providing, and … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[22,43],"tags":[129,326],"class_list":["post-659","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-heart","category-nostalgic","tag-calling","tag-who-am-i"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":943,"url":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/more-than-they-that-watch-for-the-morning\/","url_meta":{"origin":659,"position":0},"title":"More than they that watch for the morning","author":"clay","date":"March 6, 2006","format":false,"excerpt":"The following Indonesia song is one of my favorite song: Lebih dari segalanya, kuberharap padaMu Lebih dari pada penjaga mengharap fajar pagi Begitu rindu hatiku, berada dekatMu Alangkah dalam kasihMu, memenuhi hidupku Translated as : More than anything, i'm waiting for You More than watchmen waiting for morning My heart\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Psalm"","block_context":{"text":"Psalm","link":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/category\/bible\/psalm\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":1845,"url":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/the-quiet-counting\/","url_meta":{"origin":659,"position":1},"title":"The Quiet Counting","author":"clay","date":"December 19, 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"The holiday is over, and each one of us brings home a memory. 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