{"id":461,"date":"2006-05-21T14:38:44","date_gmt":"2006-05-21T06:38:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/?p=461"},"modified":"2006-05-21T14:38:44","modified_gmt":"2006-05-21T06:38:44","slug":"path-of-loneliness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/path-of-loneliness\/","title":{"rendered":"Path of loneliness"},"content":{"rendered":"

Not sure why i pick this title\u00a0\"\"<\/p>\n

I guess i got it from somewhere ….<\/p>\n

Something that i don’t understand and yah…\"\"\u00a0write here if somebody could provide with good feedback\u00a0\"\"<\/p>\n

Somehow the whole situation have bring me to this state where i thought perhaps i’m going to be a lone ranger for the rest of life??<\/p>\n

See people like Hans Christian Andersen, CS Lewis, John Stott, (one more guy i forgot his name)….share this at least one thing common, deep thinker as well as ‘dreamers’<\/p>\n

Second is somehow i couldn’t overcome my withdrawal mood that i much enjoy being alone rather than in midst of people. I don’t know if any cure for this….To make things worse is i feel perfectly fine and ok with being alone and doing things alone. In fact with more people is more confusing and at times i don’t understand what is the other person trying to do.<\/p>\n

Thirdly seems that a lot of miscommunications discourages both myself and other party. Talking at different wavelength or not catching other people’s jokes and intention…\"\"<\/p>\n

Really don’t know…:$ With the many things at hands and all the business…actually the more i indulge in private life…\"\"<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Not sure why i pick this title\u00a0 I guess i got it from somewhere …. Something that i don’t understand and yah…\u00a0write here if somebody could provide with good feedback\u00a0 Somehow the whole situation have bring me to this state … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[62],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-461","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-singlehood"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":353,"url":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/strong-willed-kid\/","url_meta":{"origin":461,"position":0},"title":"Strong-willed kid","author":"clay","date":"February 15, 2013","format":false,"excerpt":"Yesterday, an acquaintance came to office. 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