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feeling anxious and don’t think will be able to sleep tonite…hahahha…what kind of feeling is that. has long forgotten this kind of feeling…perhaps when tomorrow is an exam. But this i can’t picture the crowd and confusion that will happen.<\/p>\n

Relax man…sg is so well guided and protected…where can u get lost?\u00a0\"\"\u00a0a little comfort<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

feeling anxious and don’t think will be able to sleep tonite…hahahha…what kind of feeling is that. has long forgotten this kind of feeling…perhaps when tomorrow is an exam. But this i can’t picture the crowd and confusion that will happen. … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[87],"tags":[117,120,274],"class_list":["post-1507","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anxious","tag-anxious","tag-before","tag-race"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1357,"url":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/2-weeks-before-new-year\/","url_meta":{"origin":1507,"position":0},"title":"2 weeks before new year","author":"clay","date":"December 19, 2004","format":false,"excerpt":"I've to put more efforts to write into my offline journal more discipline before end of this year ... thank God for this week, pretty tiring...yet somehow got pocket rest christmas party, new year party, caroling, some personal agendas ... help me Lord, in all the business, to remain calm\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Focus"","block_context":{"text":"Focus","link":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/category\/emotion\/focus\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":68,"url":"https:\/\/potterdreams.com\/clay\/what-nature-teaches-me\/","url_meta":{"origin":1507,"position":1},"title":"What nature teaches me","author":"clay","date":"March 19, 2012","format":false,"excerpt":"I just share the free lesson that little yellow bird has to teach me... 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