It’s again the same old bad habit…comparing myself with another person. What do I compare? Achievement…in terms of possession (assets, career, future, etc). And it seems that i just “wasted” my years and life for “nothing”.
Till, when i was cleaning up my emails, i happened to read on one email from an ex-colleague. I couldn’t believe what i read there. This person praised me for how i treated my wife…For sticking up to my marriage vow.
I didn’t remember I’ve read that email before. Nor i remember telling this person about my marriage. Nor did this person ever came to my wedding and heard my marriage vow.
Anyway, God has a way to comfort and encourage me. After all, he knows best and I should listen to Him than to the world, and my own interpretation.